Feeling Down!

Today has been such a crazy day for me and its finally quiet here in the house. I can finally hear myself think or even think for that matter. My children are who I love the most besides the Lord and my husband but sometimes I question if I am really the best mom for them. Do any other moms feel like this? It's like they don't respond to me. My older boy is giving me such a hard time with that attitude and from what I hear it is just beginning. God help me when he hits the teenage years!

Then I went to the chiropractor because I have been having lots of lower back pain and he told me that I need to lose the weight because its affecting my knees. I am very petite but I have gained a lot of weight over the years especially with the pregnancies. So, this will be take 1000 in my struggle to lose the WEIGHT!

H1N1 Part 2

Things here at home have gotten worse with this H1N1. My boy's cough has gotten worse and now he is wheezing, so he was put on Flovent. The doctor said if he doesn't improve or gets a new fever it might have turned into pneumonia. Then I woke up yesterday feeling achy and my throat was killing me! When we got to the pediatrician's office she notice how sick I looked. She was nice to check me out too. She gave me a strep test and it was negative. Then she said I might have gotten the H1N1 so she prescribed me the Tamiflu.

When I got home I had a headache, chills, aches, fever and just wanted to sleep. My husband was great help and took the kids to get some movies so I could relax. He then made me some soup and it was good. About an hour later I began vomiting. I thought I was going to die! He called our doctor and she proceeded to tell him that I might be having an allergic reaction to the Tamiflu therefore to stop it immediately. What the heck? I thought this was suppose to make me feel better!

This morning I feel a little better but my head still hurts and my body is achy. Now my husband is the one feeling sick. To be continued.........