Feeling Down!

Today has been such a crazy day for me and its finally quiet here in the house. I can finally hear myself think or even think for that matter. My children are who I love the most besides the Lord and my husband but sometimes I question if I am really the best mom for them. Do any other moms feel like this? It's like they don't respond to me. My older boy is giving me such a hard time with that attitude and from what I hear it is just beginning. God help me when he hits the teenage years!

Then I went to the chiropractor because I have been having lots of lower back pain and he told me that I need to lose the weight because its affecting my knees. I am very petite but I have gained a lot of weight over the years especially with the pregnancies. So, this will be take 1000 in my struggle to lose the WEIGHT!